While my dad sat in a cage to think about all the scary things that could happen upon his release and his fear of being deported, he wrote it all down and sent it to me.
He wrote the pain he felt every time he thought of how he would ever be able to find a job, how he hated himself for not seeing either of my graduations and how he hated addiction.
Then he’d write his dreams. To get out and conquer the world with me. How he wanted to just travel and laugh and be able to call me without being cut off after 5 minutes and paying $50 each time.
ICE Kept my dad in prison longer than his sentence, and two years after his release I no longer get to conquer the world alongside him. BUT that doesn’t mean he isn’t watching. He’s making sure that my pain and love to brings awareness to a disease that took his life. This book of letters is the most precious thing I own. I bring it with me almost everywhere.
It holds every piece of advice my dad gave me from the time I was a senior in high school until my first year out of college. I’m going to publish our story because it’s a beautiful thing to share my treasure with others. To know that I’ll have copies made so that these thoughts are never lost gives me hope for others that this will be a part of history. You can sign up for my book release here.